Friday, March 27, 2009

I am..selfish,

I am..selfish,
.
You can run but you can’t hide
You can hide it but you can’t dig a deep hole to bury it
You can bury it but you can’t prevent it to show its own
Its emergence discover a new idea
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You can tell the fact but you can’t tell the truth
You can tell the truth but you can’t even move your tongue and lip to make it happen
You can tell the reason but no one knows why you couldn’t
Or it is just me?
You can make it simple but you can’t do it simply
You can shut up but you can’t calm down
You can keep your secret but you always announce it
You can announce it loudly but you prefer to whisper it
You can whisper it silently but you exclaim it in front of people
You can explain what it is but you keep asking "what is it?"
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You can forget it but you can’t let it go
You can let it go but you can’t step out from your comfort zone
You can step out from your comfort zone but u don’t have any audacity to do it because you know there will be hell to pay
You are an audacious person but are too shy to show it
You are shy but you like to show yours off
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You can close your eyes but you can’t sleep
You can sleep but you can’t dream
You can dream but you can’t wake up
You can wake up but you can’t open your eyes yet
You can open your eyes but you can’t see the sunshine
You can see the sunshine but you can’t feel it
You can feel the light warm you up and light your way up but because of it your eyes is blinded and you can’t see even such a big thing
You can see the huge one but you can’t see the minute one
You can see it but you can’t distinguish it
Someone coax you to diverge the distinction but you consider it as a hoax
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You tend to be perfect but you just pretend to do that in front of people
You do it on purpose but you dont intend to do it
You know what you have to do but you don’t know when
You know when the perfect time is but you always put it off
.
You can build a monumental building in one year but you can demolish it in only a second too
You can bring joy in the morning but you can bring mourning in the evening too
You can smile but you can sneer too at the same time
It is normal that you can change off and on
There is something that never change: you invariably change intermittently
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You can resist but you still persist
It’s not a brute force but it’s just a great thing done by pros
It’s neither your fault nor no one’s. It’s my fault, because I’m no one
It’s your right to do the right things
It is me, the selfish
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It isn't a glass which is fragile but it is like a plastic which is futile if somebody try to break it down
I’m trying to stop this, but I can’t stop myself to stop stopping doing this. It looks like it is unstoppable, and if it’s true, it will occur until the hell freezes over. .


jakarta,5 march 09, 19:43

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hallo tolong dikomentari dengan jujur, tulis nama anda.
Thanx
kalo kagak ngerti, pilih aja yg anonymous..

ya tulis ape kek gitu biar penuh